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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
11:24 am
You were my sunshine
my only sunshine
You made me happy
when skies were grey
You'll never know dear
how much i loved you
you just took my sunshine away.

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Friday, November 19th, 2004
12:06 am - <3
You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
You make me happy,
when sky's are grey.
You will never know dear,
how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.

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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
9:40 pm - <3 the song
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
(it's alright, it's alright)
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
My heart is breaking in front of me
And she said goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
But I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
12:17 am
Update soon, too exhausted at the moment.

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Monday, October 18th, 2004
1:09 pm
I feel like I'm spinning out of control
Try to focus but everything's twisted
And all alone I thought you would be there
(Thought you would be there)
To let me know I'm not alone
But in fact that's exactly what I was

I'm spinning out of control
Out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Out of control

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you
All of the things you've said to me

I may never know the answer
To this endless mystery

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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
11:32 pm
The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish your feelings - words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out.

Sometimes the more you think, the more there is no real answer.

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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
1:07 pm - A Letter To Someone Like You ~ Atreyu
Sometimes this beauty is choking me
but at least its your hands at my throat
Your lashes brush against my cheek
coupled with your breath on my neck
The world around you falls away and I will still be there
I know my words are like daggers but they cut me too
And I am sorry for all the fucked up things I say I didn't mean it
And I never realized that I can be what I hate
Lets be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days
Sometimes we'll laugh sometimes we'll scream no one said caring was easy
I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth
Sometimes I felt so souless I couldn't even look at me
It's pathetic to hate who you are and it feels like hell to change
But I'll be damned if I push you away
I remember when my dreams were dying
and I damned the sun, I damned the sun to pieces
I carved hateful thoughts into my chest
then you took my hand and nothing, no nothing has ever felt the same

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1:02 am
This Flesh A Tomb
~Atreyu~

I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes

I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same

I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicare to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die

The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you

And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immulate
We can burn in each other's arms

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Monday, September 27th, 2004
11:59 pm
New Chapter in the book that is my life, ihave decided that I am no longer telling lies, ever. well, maybe the little white lie here or there, but no big ones.

so fuck you niggers

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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
11:48 pm
Friday, the best present from the coolest kid ever. Can you stand the suspense?

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Friday, September 17th, 2004
11:36 am
One week, just a single week, seven short days, can you stand it?

(p.s. - I know this is driving you nuts =) )

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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
1:02 am - Suprise.
10 days punk.

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Friday, September 10th, 2004
12:18 am
Could you take me to Summerland, because I have forgotten the way.

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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
7:44 pm
Summerland

Let's just drive your car
We could drive all day
Let's just get the hell away from here
For I am sick again
Just plain sick to death
Of the sound of my own voice
We could leave behind another wasted year
Get some cheap red wine and just go flying
We could do the things,
All the things you wanted to
No one cares about us anyway
I think I lost my smile
I think you lost yours too
We have lost the power to make each other laugh
Let's just leave this place
And go to Summerland
Just a name on the map
Sounds like heaven to me
We could find a town
Be just how we want to be
No one here really cares about us anyway
We could find a place
Make it what we want it to be
No one really gives a fuck about us anyway
We could live just like we want to live
No one here really cares about us anyway
We could be everything we want to be
We could get lost in the fall
Glimmer sparkle and fade
The sparkle and fade
Fall glimmer sparkle and fade
Forget about our jobs at the record store
Forget about all the losers that we know
Forget about all the memories that keep you down
Forget about them
We could lose them in the sparkle and fade
We could leave them behind in the sparkle and fade
Yeah sparkle and fade
Fall glimmer sparkle and fade

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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
5:06 pm - 4 times today in random~
Echo
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride

I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride

Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride
Until this echo echo echo echo in my mind
Until this echo echo echo echo can subside

So I close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why

I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go let go let go let go of this pride
Until this echo echo echo echo in my mind
Until this echo echo echo echo can subside

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Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
1:32 am
I decided tonite that I am going to stop censoring myself in a majority of what I say to people, so if i say somethin to offend you get the fuck over it, I might still love you later .

As for a life update, not much goings on. I have class four days a week, and I go to work (don't work while I am there) and whatever. In other life news I have to get a date or something for Friday night Hooters, I think, and maybe even Saturday night pool, either or both $$. I think I'll ask this cutie in my American Gov't class, but then again, maybe not because I'm a Chicken Shit.

In ther news I put pen to paper in my journal tonite, first time in a long while, I wonder what it means?!

Also, according to my last post I am a liar, because I never did get around to posting that end of the world story, but rest peacefully, I'm just lazy and never got around to wrighting it down.

Well, until next time kids...

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Monday, May 24th, 2004
10:56 am
yay. i win, @ life. just thought everyone should know this. other than winning at life i haven't been up to anything recently. Last week I was at scout camp in NC and it was great. Right now I am working an end of the world story (my favorite) ala Douglas Coupland in several of his books, including Life After God, and Generation X. He is my favorite contemp. ficton author, anyone who enjoys reading contemp should check him out. so until next time~


Try to Evolve Monkey-Men

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Sunday, May 9th, 2004
9:20 pm
Part of MeCollapse )

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Friday, April 30th, 2004
12:47 am - Yeehaw Mutha Fuckers~
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Live Journal and see what I say about you?

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Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
12:41 pm
Wiggle your big toe... Wiggle your big toe... Wiggle your big toe... Wiggle your big toe...

2 Days...

~From the PussyWagon

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